| Location | Edinburgh,scotland. |
| Age | 2 months |
| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 2/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,055 since 30/10/2007 |
| Creator |
Cameron Michael Greig
Departed 27/02/07
Aged 10 weeks
Left his sisters Kyla and Rebecca
Passed away in the arms of mummy, the doctors took his tubes out and let him go in his sleep.Nana was here to hold your hand and say goodbye.
Cameron was such a fighter and underwent a lot of operations and tests.He was adored by mummy, daddy, Kyla and Rebecca and his nana and uncle steven cherish him in their heart.Granny also think of you
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE REALLY IS....
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies, she never did before,
From now until the day she dies, she'll tell a whole lot more.
She used to tell the truth a lot, but now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven, now her life is all a-shatter’d.
Ask my Mum how she is, and she'll say 'oh yes, I'm fine!'
She wants to beg, 'Please help me, ‘cause I’ve lost that boy of mine'.
Ask my Mum how she is, and she'll say, 'oh I'm alright',
If that's the truth then tell me please, why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is, ’cause she seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice, you see, nor yet the strength to yell.
You think you know the feeling, but in fact this cannot be,
For even though you loved me, it was not as much as she.
She’ll smile and she will tell you, 'It's OK, God has a plan”
But then she’ll turn away and cry, ‘cause she can't understand.
You tell a joke, she giggles, but in fact she’s not OK,
She wants to share the joke with me, but it won’t be today.
I watch her here in Heaven, her distress disturbs my peace,
Will someone please take care of her, and thus take care of me?
'Some day you will feel better', 'Yes, I will, one day', she lies,
She knows this will not happen until the day she dies.
Ask my Mum how she is and she'll say, 'I’m doing good',
She cannot tell you how she feels - oh, how I wish she could.
Ask my Mum how she is: 'I'm ok, I'm fine, I'm coping.”
For God's sake, Mum! just tell the truth and say your heart is broken.
Ask my Mum how she is: she’ll reply 'I'm well, and you?”
I'll shake my head in Heaven, ‘cause it simply isn't true.
She'll love me all her life, just like I loved her all of mine,
She'll lie and try to hide the pain, pretending that she's fine.
Her carnival is over, she's stepped off the carousel,
But to save you feeling bad she'll say, 'Yes thankyou, all is well'.
My Mum, she's not gone mad quite yet, but oh, so very nearly,
Don't ask her how she's doing; ask her how she’s doing ...really.
I’m watching her from Heaven, and I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you, don't listen, but please hug her, hold her near.
On the day we meet for ever we shall smile and I'll be bold:
'You're lucky to get in here, Mum, with all the lies you've told!!'
by Jo Burr (adapted)
Sending much love from one heartbroken family of an angel to another xoxoxo
You arent here
You are not here
You are in everybodys memory
You are in everybodys thoughts
Everyone remembers you
Remembers your name
Everyone knows you have lived
Everyone remembers holding your wee hand
Everyone remembers visiting you somewhere
Everyone has said a prayer for you
Everyone has had a thought for you
But you are not here to kiss your sisters
You are not here when kyla goes to school
You are not here when Rebecca needs a playmate
Because her sister is away.
You are not here to hold daddys hand
Or kiss his cheek
You are not here to smile at me
You are in everybodys memory
But I cant take you in the pram
And show my wee boy
You are in everybodys thoughts
But you are not here so I can hold you and cuddle you
You are always in my mind
But you are not here.
I miss you forever
I love you forever
You are not here to ease up the pain
You are not here to fill my heart
I so wish you were here
My tears
MY TEARS
My tears can be water dripping down my cheeks,
My tears can be wet eyes just by thinking of you
My tears can be water pouring down my face at the sight of your photo
However most of the time
My tears are secret
My tears are invisible
My tears are my emotions
My tears these days
My tears are like a big knot in my throat
My tears have become a smile that I put on
My tears are what people cant see
Are something like
I have never felt before
My tears are frustration
My tears are my heart riped apart
My tears are profound sadness for I cant touch you, hold you
Walking down the road with make up on
Walking down the street with my smile on
Mummy
My tears are now not being able to smile, genuinely
My tears are the false smile that I put on.
I don’t cry no more as my eyes don’t have tears any more
I don’t cry no more because my body has ran out of liquid
But my heart sinks
My stomach hurts
My soul is torn
And my heart hurts
My tears are my pain
I love you
Looking at people with a grin on the face but my heart sinking down my chest
My Pain
Some days are ok and those days
i could win an award for puting my smile on
Some days, like today, my heart
feels so crushed
My heart feels like its being crushed under a car
but then if a car hit me, pain would be less and not lasting
My heart feels like its being riped out of my body
and put on my hand and stabed with a knife
till it bleeds to death
but if my heart was hit that way, i would not feel pain any longer
and i would be ok again
My heart feels like my body is being crused by a truck
and i cant breathe any longer
but if that was the case, my body would disappear in the groung and pain would go away
You see, any physical pain is ok
any physical hurt is nothing
anything crushing me, my heart would just go and feel no more
if a screwdriver stabed me, i would die and the pain would die with me.
if a corkscrew dug in my heart, i would bleed to death and again i would go and the pain would go with me
But my baby was taken away from me
No physical pain can compare to it
My baby was taken away and i have to stay with the pain.
My baby took my soul with him
and left an achy body behind and i have to leave with the pain
You see, i have waited 9 months for my genetic results
for 9 months i have been longing for them
for 9 months i have been praying for them
For 9 months i have been wanting them more than anything else
in a fortnight, i am getting my results.
now, i feel scared, i feel like a coward
i feel like a chiken.i feel i could back down.
But i want my results badly
if the doctor tells us we can ttc again, i will jump of joy.
yes, but.....yes but.....
if i have another baby, will i be happy again?
i have the scary feeling that i am betraying my wee man.
oh gosh, i am getting so lost in my wanting, wishes, pains, scares, i am getting lost and confused.
in the meantime my heart still aches.Theres still a knife in my heart
Goodnight Sweetheart
Cameron sweetheart even though your family loved you dearly and no doubt always will, they made the tough choice to let you go in your sleep ,to be free from pain, to let you have your angel wings and to fly high with all the other angel babies.
Rest Well Sweetheart you will never be forgotten
God Bless to his beloved family xxxxxxx
Hero
A brave little boy, a hero,
Is now resting and free from pain.
He is playing in God's nursery
Until you meet again.
Cameron will always be with you,
In your thoughts and in your hearts.
You will sense him there beside you
You will never be far apart. xx
Hero
A brave little boy, a hero,
Is now resting and free from pain.
He is playing in God's nursery
Until you meet again.
Cameron will always be with you,
In your thoughts and in your hearts.
You will sense him there beside you
You will never be far apart. xx
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